Vent Your Little Heart Out!!!

Hi everyone! Life as we all know can really suck. So in honor of that I believe that we should have a place where anyone can vent and express anything else that is troubling them. Or just whats on your mind!
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I will start

Work today was icky! My boss treats me like a child and doesnt believe I can do anything even though I have been working there way longer then her. Grrrr!

This thread will be sympathy free, right?

Fine, I'll bite.
Read it if you want, but I don't want or need any sympathetic replies.

Here goes.

I am frustrated. I am SICK and TIRED of being "alone". I'm sick of feeling unwanted and forgotten, or thinking I'm some asshole who keeps imposing himself on people who don't really want him around. The stupid thing is, that I know that most of these things aren't true. The annoying thing is that I still think those things, at least some, if not most of the time. I'm fed up with being a third wheel. I'm always the odd man out, or at the very least, I feel like I am. I won't take medication, I won't see a psych, or any crap like that. I just want one "relationship" to actually work out. It's almost the saying, "Water, water everywhere, and not a drop to drink". All these women around me that interest me for different reasons at different times, and not a single one of them end up the way I originally want them to be. I'm not blaming them, because it's not their fault. I'm blaming ME. The only common factor between every one of those situations. Maybe I come on too strong, (Maybe, ha..), I'm probably too clingy, I'm not confident, I'm not good looking, I'm not intellligent, I'm not funny, I complain too much. After thinking like that for four years, it's hard to start thinking positive crap about yourself, when there are no positive results. I mean, I have plenty of friends...or, rather, aquainances. People whom I know, but, don't associate with very often, don't share information with, that I don't trust, and that I don't really know. In truth, I probably only have a small handfull of real friends. People that I really do trust...

I..I just don't know.

I..think that's all, for now.

Once again, please don't reply. Just know that I'm handling things, and I'll be okay, 'kay?

Yea thats a good idea. Ok new rule

There will be no input from people neither if its good or bad unless the person says they want input from others.

so the other day becca came over.... and i decided to cook tuna helper and she pointed out that the tuna helper box roughly 2000 calories in it... and i normally eat close to a whole box... so for the past 2 days i have been strangely conscious about what exactly i have been eating... so i figured this

normal day during the summer
Breakfast
2 bowls of cereal
3 cups of milk
Lunch
Box of noodles (mac and cheese or tuna helper)
Snacks
Randomly assorted candies and bars, ice cream on occasion
Dinner
Full peice of meat (chicken, steak, pork, chop or a burger)
Small amount of vegies
2 cups of pasta

i calculated that i used to eat around 3500 calories a day...
i have very minimal activities in my day so i probably burn 600 calories max.

for the past 2 days i have eaten
1 serving of cereal
2 cups of milk
pb and j sandwhich
and about 1 serving of chow mein
(that was yesterday)
so thats about 1500 calories...

i am starving but everytime i go to grab something to eat i look at the calories and put it back >.<

why does everything delicious have to be so bad for you

comments welcome

If I ate 3500 a day I would starve to death... I think I burn about 4000 by sitting around and not moving.

damn you with your high metabolism >.<

Xandrophone wrote:

If I ate 3500 a day I would starve to death... I think I burn about 4000 by sitting around and not moving.

If I ate 1500 calories a day...

OH WAIT, I do.
Or less.

and guess what?
No change.
I don't lose.
I don't gain.


In fact, to spite my body, I didn't eat a single damn thing yesterday.
and I'm only going to eat once today.

I might eat tomorrow, i don't know.

Marshall wrote:

Xandrophone wrote:

If I ate 3500 a day I would starve to death... I think I burn about 4000 by sitting around and not moving.

If I ate 1500 calories a day...

OH WAIT, I do.
Or less.

and guess what?
No change.
I don't lose.
I don't gain.


In fact, to spite my body, I didn't eat a single damn thing yesterday.
and I'm only going to eat once today.

I might eat tomorrow, i don't know.

Not eating properly only makes your body retain weight...

high metabolism ftw

Sooo....today me and my grandma and my 2 cousins went driving around and what not waiting for pics to get done from a grad party i went to last saturday. While we were driving my contact started bugging me and I was blinking just that one eye really fast trying to get my contact to stop bugging me. Out of nowhere my grandma looks at me and she goes "do you have turets? ARE YOU HAVING A TICK?!" and i tell her "no im fine its just my contact" and she kept asking me if I was sure and she would not stop bugging me about that. Now she is telling my mom she thinks i have turets lol

lol molly i need some diet water quick >.<

Amanderson wrote:

Marshall wrote:

Xandrophone wrote:

If I ate 3500 a day I would starve to death... I think I burn about 4000 by sitting around and not moving.

If I ate 1500 calories a day...

OH WAIT, I do.
Or less.

and guess what?
No change.
I don't lose.
I don't gain.


In fact, to spite my body, I didn't eat a single damn thing yesterday.
and I'm only going to eat once today.

I might eat tomorrow, i don't know.

Not eating properly only makes your body retain weight...

I know. I just don't care.

welp, My fridge broke, and yes we have a new one but it's a pain in the ass because it only works slightly better then the old one **meaning it runs but isn't the coldest**. My mom's car doesn't work and now the car that is to be mine and my little sisters is having a small problem sooo I have to take the truck to work today, meaning money in the gas tank **more then I'd like**. Though I'm excited as hell for college, I am NOT excited about paying for it. Our washing machine broke today, and most of our plug ins don't work, so no lights in the den ....


AND now, for the life of me, I cannot find My De-frizzing gel .... so Now I need to actually do my hair >.<Found it .... squirted all over my floor ...

Im depressadid because I cant get a ride to Maple Grove :( I need to get outta this house before I lose my head because my grandma is pissing me off today majorly. You will probably ask "whats in maple grove?" well whats in maple grove is my friend who has been there for me since I was 5 who I just got back in contact with :( I can talk to her about anything and now I cant get up there and im p-o'd. I want the nice guys to come by in white coats to take me away. Ide do anything for a friggen ride up to maple grove damnit >.<

My fiance's car has been giving him problems for about a week now and so he has been having to use my car and it really sucks. I have to make sure I'm home by 3;30 so he can use it for his part time job and for his full time job he has my car from 10pm to 8am. and he's not getting anything done on his car asd its making me mad. I know its not his fault that he's car is being stupid but it still flusters me.

Justin
Sorry I scared you about what you eat and what you put in your body. I dont want to to be so worried. Please dont go down that path because if you do its hard to get out believe me I know. As long as you eat with sensible portions you go right ahead and eat that tuna helper!!! Hell eat the whole box!!! Thats the same for everybody!! Love your bodies as it is and you are all sexy!!!! I love all you guys so please dont starve or hurt yourselves!

Rebecca wrote:

Justin
Sorry I scared you about what you eat and what you put in your body. I dont want to to be so worried. Please dont go down that path because if you do its hard to get out believe me I know. As long as you eat with sensible portions you go right ahead and eat that tuna helper!!! Hell eat the whole box!!! Thats the same for everybody!! Love your bodies as it is and you are all sexy!!!! I love all you guys so please dont starve or hurt yourselves!

Im too much of a fat ass to starve myself....even If i think about it im like "oooh brownies" lol

So...I was called a skanky slut earlier by this kid who hates me I guess. Not to mention....I was called *gulp* a prep !!! >.< Okay Im not one for stereo types but if you going to call me that shit I will kill you....for sure....Gives me one more reason to hate people even more GOD

Gazzerz wrote:

Rebecca wrote:

Justin
Sorry I scared you about what you eat and what you put in your body. I dont want to to be so worried. Please dont go down that path because if you do its hard to get out believe me I know. As long as you eat with sensible portions you go right ahead and eat that tuna helper!!! Hell eat the whole box!!! Thats the same for everybody!! Love your bodies as it is and you are all sexy!!!! I love all you guys so please dont starve or hurt yourselves!

Im too much of a fat ass to starve myself....even If i think about it im like "oooh brownies" lol

DAMN YOU BROWNIES YOU HAVE FOILED ME AGAIN!!!!

food is good....
very good actually
and justin i will have you know i ALWAYS eat the whole box...
and you know as americans we should own that honestly
as ignorant as it sounds.....
we CAN do that so we SHOULD do that....
muahahahaha

muashaha i see

hahah I know right? justin your mom is fricken hilarious next time she is drinking you need to call me up and be like "molly, come over...my mom is drunk" I will bring the popcorn and soda...swear to god xD

LOL but how is this a rant XD

iDK i just thought I would ....I can make it a rant and make it sound more dramatic if you want