Vent Your Little Heart Out!!!

Hard Gay wrote:

The cancer is spreading, I just saw Courage Wolf on motherfucking adult swim.

Hard Gay wrote:

The cancer is spreading, I just saw Courage Wolf on motherfucking adult swim.

Lol, it's gone malignant.

i feel like i'm trying to run away from the world. it just seems like everything is never going to stop. there is no such thing as time; no minutes, hours, days, months...nothing. it's all just one blur. the world is just happening and i'm not in it anymore. i want to run - to hopefully catch up or to possibly make it all stop. then i find the place where it's all ok...and i can't stay there because even in my safe place where the world has stopped and seems to be floating time still kills me and forces me to go back and face the whirlwind of everything. it's all just slipping so far. i can't feel anyone anymore. is this where i am supposed to be? i try so hard only to hurt myself. i stopped eating because i didn't have the time to but i was able to get my stuff done and see everyone who needed to be seen. now i'm falling - i can't get anything done anymore. my feelings are all boilled down into a mixing bowl and someone keeps playing with the speeds. everytime i think i'm having fun part of me gets burned. when i try to let people in to care they just get pulled under the water by my undertow because at the surface i seem so fine and then they can't find any air. none of it seems worth doing anymore. what are we really fighting for in this world? we are fighting for the future, which isn't even ours because other people fucked ours up. we're fighting for the younger generation's future, and our parents tried to fight for ours, and their parents, and it keeps going. why are we fighting for something that isn't even ours. we can't change ours because once we are at a place of enough power to do something it's too fucked for it to matter and the only change that will happen with happen too late to help us. why do we have to worry about everything? i wish i could just throw everything away and start over. would really people notice if i just was gone?

so it turns our that since the first day of the semester my computer class has changed a little

first off it started last week... fucking awesome

also it goes from 6:30 - 10:00

wow i feel very angry that i am already a week behind in this class...

because they fucking changed shit on me

fuckers

aww that's lame justin ... maybe I should make sure my speech class didn't start last week ...

I'm sure you'll catch up. If you need help, I'll try to distract you less >.<

lol

So, my car seems to know when to have its little spouts, when I get paid. Apparently, atm, my hood is my exaust pipe :D

The Cadalidic Converter whatchamahoozits has crapped out, so yeah, loads o fun, hopefully Tony's Auto Repair is reasonable on prices. I think the exaust is also getting into the actual car part, where people sit ya know, and that is no bueno >.< Fuck

My car wont start in the cold guys. soo freaking lame!

Update, it's going to cost me around $400 >.<

Needless to say, if that's the only thing wrong with my car, I might keep it, otherwise, around January or so, I'm gonna go buy me a Saturn, since they should be extremely cheap :D I hope

Man, my TV is never going to show up.
Now apparently it's shipping out today.

Bah.

Marshall wrote:

Man, my TV is never going to show up.
Now apparently it's shipping out today.

Bah.

Heh, so is that what they meant by on Wednesday?

I think this situation is hardcore myself, never before have I seen such astronomical fail in regards to ordering a product. Well, other than those faggot sacred beasts that is.

At least it will make you slow down and appreciate the little things in life, like your current TV for example.

=D

Xander wrote:

Marshall wrote:

Man, my TV is never going to show up.
Now apparently it's shipping out today.

Bah.

Heh, so is that what they meant by on Wednesday?

I think this situation is hardcore myself, never before have I seen such astronomical fail in regards to ordering a product. Well, other than those faggot sacred beasts that is.

At least it will make you slow down and appreciate the little things in life, like your current TV for example.

=D

you can never get used to shit

thats like eating shit and likeing it

its impossible unless you ripe it apart find out whats inside then attempting to reassemble it (without laughing or vomitting whatever comes first)

it is impossible

shit = shit

I've got to learn to say no, god damn.
Now some dude is coming out at 10am tomorrow (>implying I'll be awake or answer the door) to sell me fucking windows or some shit like that, all because I didn't tell the guy at the door that I wasn't going to do any work on the house for quite some time.

I swear to god, my dad is a FUCKING RETARD.
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I constantly, constantly, CONSTANTLY beg him to keep Reggie on his leash.

But that is apparently too much to ask. About an hour ago I got a phone call from my dad that Reggie ran off at the park. So he looked for him a little bit, then came home and was like "he knows his way back. he probably just ran off after a female dog." so I went and looked. Eventually, after a long ass time of wandering around in the dark yelling for Reggie, my dad called me saying that a neighbor had brought him back.

The first thing I do when I get home is say "this is why I always ask you to keep him on his leash, dad please. he could get hit by a car" and he's like "Amanda theres a such thing as quality of life, and that is just a risk of freedom. blah blah blah."

DJFKADF;JDK;LFJAK;LFJA;LKDF I swear to god he has drank away ever last mother fucking brain cell in his head. UGHHHHHHH.

Amanderson wrote:

The first thing I do when I get home is say "this is why I always ask you to keep him on his leash, dad please. he could get hit by a car" and he's like "Amanda theres a such thing as quality of life, and that is just a risk of freedom. blah blah blah."

^ This

Normally if this were a troll post I'd say +1, but in this case, -1.

Seriously wtf does that even mean?

Lol, he thinks that by leaving reggie on the leash i'm ruining his "quality of life", and that possibly getting hit by a car is just one of the "risks of freedom". Seriously. What a tard.

i spent most of the last week in the hospital. i can't believe it all actually got that bad...

Debt, yey. Endless hours at work. dem new people in mah sotre....

But, I found a happy place in all this... And here it is...

http://cgi.4chan.org/gif/src/1258444068354.gif

it might 404 later on though : /

Ben wrote:

Debt, yey. Endless hours at work. dem new people in mah sotre....

But, I found a happy place in all this... And here it is...

http://cgi.4chan.org/gif/src/1258444068354.gif

it might 404 later on though : /

Ben why the FUCK would you post the url to ANYTHING from 4chan?

Because I tried hosting it, but well, I suck major cawks when it comes to doing anything really, and Idk if we can host gifs or not

so if anyone reads this, asking for advice. i started anti-depressant/anti-anxiety medication, but i just learned in the last few days that as long as i am taking them i can never be a pilot, not even just for fun. should i stop the meds and hope it will all be ok, or should i give up on flying to keep taking the meds?

well do you think you could overcome whatever it is that is causing you to be depressed?

also is piloting THE thing you wish to do in life?

i have post traumatic stress, and i've more or less been 'dealing' with it for the last almost 4 years. the thing is though that now i'm actually trying to take it head on and it caused me to end up in the hospital.
at this point i can't see myself doing anything but flying, and on the medication i can't even just do it for fun, let alone for a living

well perhaps you could locate a way to deal with the stress without the medication?